I’m feeling weird because I’ve been doing really good, and been quite organised, and balanced work and uni and interning
but I really want to skate u_u I don’t know, i look up to certain ice skaters so much and I just wish I could’ve been closer to them in a sense???
It’s weird because I am content with my life at the moment, but it feels like something is missing, and I can’t help feel a little bit sad - especially because my life is kind of the same routine every week and there’s a lot of mundane tasks involved, and its just a bit stifling
oh wells, its up to me to make things better, so i think i might try sacrifice sleep to go skating in the morning or something idk (though i kind of fear that i might crash…)